https://spiritualawakeningprocess.com/2013/11/sabotaging-the-healing-process-and-running-when-it-gets-tough.html?utm_source=rss&utm_medium=rss&utm_campaign=sabotaging-the-healing-process-and-running-when-it-gets-tough Stay as awareness Wed, 12 Mar 2025 01:20:40 +0000 hourly 1 https://wordpress.org/?v=6.8.2 https://spiritualawakeningprocess.com/2013/11/sabotaging-the-healing-process-and-running-when-it-gets-tough.html#comment-59 Sun, 02 Jan 2022 16:16:45 +0000 https://spiritualawakeningprocess.com/2013/11/25/sabotaging-the-healing-process-and-running-when-it-gets-tough/#comment-59 hi Jim, this is what i needed. Before I embarked on my spiritual journey, I had years of childhood programming, trauma, and repression: staying up at night, masturbating, playing games, phones, I also accidentally broke shoulder ligament. As a result, I am nearsighted, my health is weak… etc and after going through the dark night, I gradually see, experience and understand these spiritual lessons better. but sometimes I self-sabogate myself because I find my eye is nearsighted and it can't recover, my shoulder is injured and it's hard to fully recover. I always have a nasty feeling of resentment when I think about these things, which leads me to push myself to recover, to stop using my phone, but the more I do, the more I feel the suppression, and ultimately the frustration. self-destruction occurs. I understand that I will pass this lesson, but I still regret that in this lifetime I cannot use my eyes to see the outside world clearly, or practice martial arts. Why does the universe want me to go through this? This is my story. You can give me advice if you want. Thank you Jim

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